My safe place in school is being invaded by people who torcher me?

It's hard when you love something so much, and people try and ruin it. You really like journalism and so in all honesty what those people do or what they say has nothing to do with what you love. No matter what they do it doesn't change who you are or what you're all about. You love it so stick with it. You have to have confidence and know that every time they talk about you, or whisper something hurtful, they're the ones making fools out of themselves, not you. Go for the cl and be excited. Let them whipser all they want:) I know this might sound really hard and not very helpful, but it does work. If you don't care what they do, and don't focus on it, then non of it truly has any value then does it. Also, since your a journalist and all, try writing down your feelings. I am a writer myself and when I do that it calms me down so try that too:) Hope I helped you! God Bless!